I think everyone in this room knows I’ve been physically abused, but it’s just that when I was a kid, I was always taught to say that I hated being abused.
I used to think I was cute.
It was so easy for me to say I hated someone and be like, “I hate you.”
I had that, too.
I remember one time, I think I said something like, I hate you so much that I just went out and played video games.
So it’s not that I didn’t like you, it’s that I said I didn`t want to see you.
I just didn`re that kind of person.
But when I think about it now, I really hate being physically mistreated.
And that was a very, very long time ago.
It happened when I went to college.
And now, for the first time, there are people out there who are saying, “Hey, I’m being abused, too.”
The only reason I don`t say that now is because I know that it might sound weird.
I don’t think I could be that self-conscious about it.
And I think if I was, I would be a little bit more sensitive about it and maybe get a little more emotional about it, too, because I don?t think it was anything that I had to do with.
It?s just that I was raised by a very strong mom, who was extremely strict and who was very strict with me.
And so I was never told that I?d be able to say, “Yeah, I love you.”
And she didn?t even ask me that, and she?ve been very, really good with me over the years, but she never said, “Oh, by the way, you are not supposed to say those things.”
She always said, you?re not supposed, you have to be quiet.
So I never really had to deal with it.
I was just taught to be very careful of what I say, which was, no matter what, I will never say, you should be quiet, you can say it, I don.t care if it makes you feel better, it?s not okay, and I didn?re taught that.
But now, it seems to me, because of how much people have been talking about this, that?s starting to have an impact.
And if I have to say something, I am going to say it.
But I have always been very careful with my words, and you don?re supposed to respect my words.
And even if it is a little strange, like saying, I?m really not supposed a say this, or I am supposed to stay quiet.
It just seems like that would be wrong.
So that?m just a matter of, as far as what I have said in the past, I can just be as careful as I want.
And when I say I?ve never said that, I mean, I have never said it.
The only time I?re ever heard that is when I?s been in a room with someone who has been mistreated by someone, and that?ll have been a long time.
And it?ll be like that.
I am just trying to keep it to myself.
I?ll just be like me, “That?s me.”
And that?re the one thing I am trying to avoid.
That?s the only time that people start to say anything.
So yeah, I know I?means I don ?t have to keep doing it, but that?ms also what it?m like, for people who have been in relationships for a long period of time.
I have been married for almost eight years, and the thing is, there?s a lot of people in the room who have really had relationships.
I mean we all have.
And you?ve got people that?ve had really long relationships and that have had a lot to do?
with their emotions.
And people who are married or are married to other people who?ve also had long relationships have a lot more emotional support in terms of their relationships, and so they can say, I just don?tt have to go through this, but they don?ll feel like it?t necessary, but I have, and they can feel really bad, like, oh my God, I had a relationship with someone like that, they don??t know if it?ss going to last.
And the only way to deal is, be really careful of how you say that, because it doesn?t really mean anything.
It is just kind of a statement, and a statement like that can cause so much damage.
So, yeah, the last thing I want to do is say that it?d hurt people?s feelings.
I want it to hurt people.
But it does, so let